I don’t like Cubicles

I have what I want. The jump start of a brand new librarian career, a new car, and near all of my loved ones back in WI. It’s just…something’s missing. Ahh, it’s never enough. I’m sitting in my cubicle and I realize I hate being confined in a cubicle so damn much. In any office, really. I feel constricted. There’s a wave of sadness that washes over me as I walk past through these brick walls.

I catch myself daydreaming a lot. By 4’o clock, I can’t wait to stroll back to my car. I feel a sense of joy when the cold air hits my face, and my sigh releases some tension in my bizarre heart. It’s therapeutic when I meet other cars on the road, and I am surrounded by all of them speeding. Wanting so bad to be elsewhere. Anywhere.

I don’t want to be here. I can feel deep in my soul it’s irritated. It’s not that I have a hard job, but I don’t want to be here in the long run. I work at a university surrounded by wooded areas with gorgeous trails. The leafless trees, and bleak skies has been scaring me lately. More lonely, actually. I think in order to combat this I want companionship. Someone to gossip about my needs, discussing getaways, sending virtual kisses, and giggling over inside jokes but I keep bumping into the wrong people.

I’m not desperate. I refuse to turn my body over for some superficial touch anymore. I just don’t feel like I all belong here. Like I was meant for something else, and it desperately yearns for me. It kills me that I can’t figure out what that thing is, and I am envious of people who have found their muse. Their passion, whatever it is. I am actively searching for you too.


GSLOVE Clothes Website

If you’re on the hunt for cheap clothes then look no further! GSLOVE provides trendy clothes with affordable prices for size small or plus size. 

Website first impression: Has a similar look to a’gaci clothes website. Easy to find search button, centered primary navigation, and clear headings (ex: clothing, plus size, etc.). Visuals are bright, flowery, indicating this is a clothing website.

What I purchased: 6 pieces of clothing varying from $6.99 – $9.99.

Total + Shipping:  $49.89 including $4.95 shipping

  • Ordered on June 25th, 2017 received on July 6th, 2017
  • More info for shipping can be found here http://bit.ly/2tfXPLf
  • “All returns will be credited as online credit only. Customer will be responsible for the return shipping cost. The return shipping is not refundable.”

Packaging: Packed in a sturdy red plastic bag. Each item is individually packed in clear plastic bag.


Shopping experience: Good

  • Cheap prices and shipping.
  • You get what you pay for – items may shrink and tear easier.
  • I love that they offer a variety of sizes so I can purchase for friends and family.
  • Shipping took 9 business days so plan ahead.

I am not affiliated with GSLOVE. I have shopped from here twice and couldn’t find any reviews on the website so I decided to make a review for an alternative to Forever21.



KESS InHouse Review

This is the first time I have used KESS InHouse’s website to purchase a gift for my friend’s birthday. KESS InHouse is a home decor website, and they collaborate with creative artist who designs the products for their website. A part of the money goes back to the artist. Pretty neat stuff but a little pricey.

Website first impression:  Has a strikingly similar look to potterybarn’s teen website. Friendly and colorful. You can find dorm items, bedding’s, shower curtains, yoga mats, leggings, wall art, etc. You do not need an account to check out the website.

What I purchased: Wall tapestry size 68″ x 80″

  • Tapestry is light but a size medium which covers my friend’s size queen bed
  • Polyester material that smooths over with a nice shine but with vibrant colors
  • It is a little blurry since it is a wall tapestry but has a whimsical look to it

Total + Shipping: $58.30 including $10 shipping

  • Standard shipping is $10 or free shipping for orders over $100
  • Ordered on 6/21/17 and received on 6/29/17
  • KESS InHouse policies state there is no refunds, returns, or exchanges unless your item is defective then you can get a replacement so be sure before you submit.

Packaging: Flat rate envelope bag and wrapped in a plastic bag. walls

Shopping experience: Average

  • The standard shipping fee is too high in my opinion
  • The website does offer discount codes daily except for shipping codes. If I didn’t use the website’s discount code my total would have been $79.00. There is a student/teacher discount but too late since I submitted my purchase. Link for more info: http://bit.ly/2slUlLH
  • There are only two forms of payments: PayPal and amazon pay. It doesn’t sound too bad, but I’m not sure if everyone has both of those accounts.

I am not affiliated with KESS InHouse. My friend selected an item from their website, and I couldn’t find any reviews on the website so I decided to make one instead.